You don't caress my face the way I want you to. You don't play with my hair the way I wish you would. You don't kiss me as gently as I kiss you. You don't play with my hands or wrap your fingers into mines. There is so much passion in my heart that I want to share with you, so much affection that I have to give. And you're just a hallow wall, so placid but impossible to get through to. I go about see through so that you can understand how bad I want to feel that you care, is it so hard?
You make me feel like a prize more than a person. When I walk away you hold me close, when I'm close you walk away. For the longest I've been patient, tolerant and trying. And for the longest I feel so unnoticed, unappreciated. Where is the compassion I feel so much deserving of? Am I asking for too much? For you to not be so emotionally monotonic when I need the support and comfort? When my eyes are swelling up with tears, why do I feel like you're smiling on the other line? I have a feeling that the only feeling you feel about me is anger and jealousy when I'm not doing what pleases you. Please believe that I have so much to give. But this one person relationship is beginning to take a toll on my emotional wellness. I do hope you realize that material things means nothing when mentally you make me feel so alone. I'm sure that there is nothing new that I haven't told you yet, these issues have been so constantly repetitive don't feel surprised when I say that I'm getting awfully tired of all of this. I can't love you like I want to, you make it so impossible. I open up my heart so that I can be loved. Though you claim you do, I don't feel like you're telling me the truth. Instead of affection all I have is dagger wounds. So please stop. If you care at all, please, stop. If you can't love me any better, just don't bother at all.
