Pen on my paper, song in my head.
My words feels like needles grasped tight by a thread
Hectic my feelings, tempted my heart
Spilling emotions and I'm falling apart
Urging temptations to just walk away
Clouded are thoughts as my visions astray
Craving sensations to be skin to skin
Confused by your touch & our emotions
I know that it's wrong, but it feels so right
To only grasp for your body and hold on tight
Reading your heart, i want none of that
I can't face to hurt you, so just take it back
That tingly feeling is slipping away
I hold onto love, convince me to stay
I've bottled a ship wreck & I'm ready to sink
In your absence the truth will allow me to think
Over the year my heart has grown wings
It's learned how to speak up, it's ready to sing
It's reaching the high note, a beautiful sound
But my heart stopped and screeched, it's wings are now bound
My child is struggling to set sight for her flight
I can hear her crying alone every night.
I tap to her beat, tell her it's okay
Love will light a road and lead her the way
She starts to beat faster, she knows that i lie
She knows that I'm hurting, we both can't deny
So I'll say it now, and i'm making it clear
I'll put away those wings, and I'll persevere
I love you so, just wanted you to know
I don't want to fly, I'm letting that go.
You can threaten to leave, or you can stay
But without my wings, i can still walk away ."
My words feels like needles grasped tight by a thread
Hectic my feelings, tempted my heart
Spilling emotions and I'm falling apart
Urging temptations to just walk away
Clouded are thoughts as my visions astray
Craving sensations to be skin to skin
Confused by your touch & our emotions
I know that it's wrong, but it feels so right
To only grasp for your body and hold on tight
Reading your heart, i want none of that
I can't face to hurt you, so just take it back
That tingly feeling is slipping away
I hold onto love, convince me to stay
I've bottled a ship wreck & I'm ready to sink
In your absence the truth will allow me to think
Over the year my heart has grown wings
It's learned how to speak up, it's ready to sing
It's reaching the high note, a beautiful sound
But my heart stopped and screeched, it's wings are now bound
My child is struggling to set sight for her flight
I can hear her crying alone every night.
I tap to her beat, tell her it's okay
Love will light a road and lead her the way
She starts to beat faster, she knows that i lie
She knows that I'm hurting, we both can't deny
So I'll say it now, and i'm making it clear
I'll put away those wings, and I'll persevere
I love you so, just wanted you to know
I don't want to fly, I'm letting that go.
You can threaten to leave, or you can stay
But without my wings, i can still walk away ."
